canon EOS 1000d

God...........Please , I trully want this camera :((
if I deserve to have it, let me have it one day . Im begging :(

tirtieth day still alive in my dictionary

anyway.....
tirtieth day already gone...
I was so happy when I saw the calender before the day
but lil by lil
Im being sad, felt so unhappy
I still can see that the sky is blue with the soft cotton
and straight road with every step that I took
everything was changed

I don't even get any notification
I desiring too much
but don't worry I relizing it
I just pray to God for everything about this precious day

I trully need a guitar to share somethin
with every tune from the inspiration
and every words that would being a cue for us

let me call your name and imagining
what are you thinking now
will be the same or more far from
what I thought..........

I'll celebrate this tirtieth
with your presence
and a cup of tears............

I trully missing him terribly.
it feels so adorable
fuckin adorable

for being too far :(

flooded ? DAMN

I thought Im dreamin and suddenly
''WAA WAKE UP'' everything on the floor had been floating
it cause of the heavy rain here
my phone my camera my geography book are the victims
and I was relieved cos my laptop was excluding
from 8 oçlock till 9.30 I and my sisters worked together

had a rest and we ate
after that back to our work again :))
damn I got stomachache
times still walking
and my sisters are gone 
one went job and another one went to her collage


so here I am now with my nephew
he's playing his game and Im blogging now
hehe..... getting bore'


aha.. today all my friends in Jeddah back to their school again
huff I miss them so fuckin'much...

God, please hear my prayer

so everything was changed
after we being apart a thing by thing being so different
even him !
it feels like he didn't love me anymore but STOP
I still believe that he still loves me :D

the distance suffering me but it doesn't matter
I would surely still fight for this love story even should
sacrifice many things
even though Im hurting cos of his silence and his acts
huff
I got many things that hurts me which made me really need my true friends
to hug them
and one day I couldn't endure this feeling
so I told everything to him
but I told to him not to relpy it
cos I think it's better
I hope he understands what Imean
I just love him too much and I don't care what will everyone says

my desire is I can see him one day
and celebrate our 30th day
with eat an Ice cream and stare to the moon..........
God, please hear my prayer

I miss Ramadhan

yeah Eid day is come and Ramadhan was gone
I really enjoyin' my Eid day with my sickness
DAMN I just can lay on the bed and sighed in pain

I remembering when I was in Jeddah
I went to everywhere to saying minal aidin
I went to my family's home and got many money


but now?hahaah even happiness I couldn't got so how's the money? ZERO
huff its ok 


and I really miss Ramadhan days, it feels like this world full of piece
and Im happy for didn't eat for long hours hehe it's fun, really !
and read the Holy Qurán without any Shaitan 
huaaah


so just in 3 days 
my day would back as usual
back to school
back to hell

BACK TO THE LIFE STORY EVER !

Last day in Jeddah

hari ini bisa d bilang hari terakhir ak d jeddah yg tercinta ini huhu
DAMN IT SO HARD FOR MEEEE
hari ini juga ak terakhir ke taman sama dy :(
kita ketemuan trus ke taman
dy bawa kantong gitu ak kira apaan
pas nyampe sana ak disuruh pegang tuh kantong
ak liat kok gerak2 ak kira tikus:))
haha dipaksa ak pegang tuh kantong
hahahahahah pas dikeluarin ternyata sepatu ama diary dy
dodooool :))
trus yaa as usual kita duduk2 crita2
ih dodol banget masa tears felt down sih pas dy nyuruh
ak baca tulisan yg dy mau ksh tau k ak
huufff dongo yah gw malu2in diri sndr hehe
but gw seneng baca tuh kata2

aaaaahh marra ana kangen sama dya..
berat banget ninggalin anak satu ini
gw sayaaang bangeet sama dyaaa :|
pas kita lg dyem2an
tiba2 anak cowo dateng (temen ak hehe)
hahaha dateng2 ribuuutt dah, pada maen2 hihi
pas maghrib si habib kmn gtuu
trus anak2 ninggalin dy :)) trus si habib ngejer mreka
eeeeeh malah pada cabutt, jadii sepi lg haha
yaudah trus kita pindah ke tempat yang ada perosotan gede itu :)
daaaaamnnn.... doododol
hehe, yeah maybe it was the last of that
ak juga gabisa sampe malem2 banget jdi gak lama abis itu kita pulang

pas udh mau nyampe ruma kan kita pisahnya gak sampe rumah ak
pas pisah ak ngeliat muka dya, keliatan sediiiiiiiiiiih banget
ak gatau beneran sedih apa nggak tapi ekspresi wajahnya kasian banget :(
ak jadi kepikirian dy trus

trus pas udh d rmh, ak minta anak cowo nganter k rmh vega
ak mau ngambil kertas fisika yang pernah ak kasih ke dia
tpi pas anak cowo udh d bawah, songong
kan ak turun, tpi pada gamau hahaha
karena ak terkahir d jeddah, akhirnya ak teraktir mereka McD
haha, ak cuma ada fulush 50 mereka bilang
cuma 50 ? :))
trus galama dateng anak2 orang hindi
GAAAAY :))
disitu ada fuad, pajin, abdu, pahmi, habib, siapa lg yaah lupa
abis itu cabuuutt alias went homeee

:(( IM GONNA MISS JEDDAH AND HIM AND ALL MY FIENDS SOO MUCCHHH :((

:(

yesterday he asked me a question that made me really fluster.....
he asked about yakup

tapi beneran deh
aku tuh sama tuh anak gak ada apa2nya
hiks.... aku jadi ngerssa bersalah bnget sama dy :((
jadi ngerasa gak enak...


AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA hikss !!!!!

2hari yg lalu

anyway.....
hehe I've bought the phone
it's SonyEricsson Xperia X10 Mini Pro :D
for me, it was really amazed.. I love it....
but the first time I use it.. I didn't really know how to use it hehe
but finally I knew how to use it... :)